Sunday, 16 September 2018

Pre-Thinking activity: Reflecting life experiences about abnormal situations

Pre-thinking activity for mental preparedness of Edgar Allan Poe's Short stories about our abnormal experiences 




1. Recollect a moment of your life when you were at the height of ferocity on someone with/without some specific reason. What did you feel like speaking to or doing with that person?



-There are many moments in my life when I am at height of ferocity. Let me share my one recent experience when I lose temper and started abusing my friend. It is about the timing of lecture, all are deciding at which time we all can come to attend guest lectures. One of my friend suggest too early time, I have denied to come early but still that friend give that time to sir. That time my anger was at height. Still I controls, but it get burst out when some more friends comes to me for giving another time to sir so that students who are living far away can reached. I was supposed to do action as a leader. But there I failed to convince my some other friends and feels very much angry on that friend who has already given time and sir has fixed it. I have started speaking very loudly all can heard my anger. But afterwards I have realised that I did something like uneducated masses. But the one thing is that I never reacted without any reason, there are always  reasons behind my anger which I need to control.

2. Have you ever felt tremendous drive to hit or murder someone? When? Why? How? Elucidate.

-Yes sometimes I have felt tremendous drive to murder someone, mostly when someone behaving very bad to me and insulting me. I never like people who cheats or who are different at face and different from inside and whenever I comes to know about that cheating I feel like I should hit that person very hard.I like straightforward person who will accept as they are without wearing any mask.

3. Have you ever felt like committing suicide? Was it just a passing thought or you were serious? What propelled you to think so? Describe your experience of suicidal tendency.



-Yes, the surprising part is that I felt like committing suicide when I was not much aware about it. When I was in 6th class, I gone through my worst experience in class. crying in corner, not showing face to anyone. That was the time when I get rejection or inhuman treatment by everyone. Rejection in the sense of losing my best friend. I used to get jealous with my friend and even she leaves me all alone. Teachers that time doing so much partiality, treat my friend in very polite way and treats me like I am something disgusting for them. Many are laughing on my name, my style of speaking always makes them laugh and I felt very insulting because Teacher also used to laugh on me. That time I felt that what I am doing in this world, Why don't I leave this world, no one needs me, no one bother about my presence. But I didn't find courage to do some suicidal action.

4. Write about the scariest of your dreams. Have you ever cried or screamed by a bizarre and horrible nightmare? Elaborate.



-One of my scariest dream is Bull or cow was running behind in anger to hit me and I was very much helpless. No one comes to help me even my family stands and seeing me in trouble but not doing anything to stop that bull. This dream comes so many times, that I was keeps on running miles to miles, passing from each and every place and Bull was behind me, I am not even find any place to rescue myself. I screamed a lot in dream but not in reality. Even I dreamt about Ghost which makes me fearful and suddenly woke up with sweat on my head.

5. Do you believe in ghosts? Have you ever undergone any experience of supernatural elements? Explain.

-Yes I do believe in Ghosts but I have only heard stories about it, I have never experienced any supernatural elements. I feel like there is world for ghost, just like God Exist but we have never seen God, similarly the case with the existence of Ghost.

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